Sunday, November 09, 2008
the stories that happened yesterday
spent 4hrs todae filing ws n papers. itz damn damn borin filing papers.bt at least can get my mind off fm thinkin abt certain thgs.......sch tmr.sian.den stil gt cca. sighhh.damn lazy to go.den summre nt feelin veh well ever since thurs.i tin i ll jux die durin trng.=(((
chalet, shd i go??i seriously duno. dun reali feel lyk gg.bt den dun go lyk so bad..sigghhh..gt 3 mre daes to think.e most pay fr e food den dun go.ahhhhh i dunooo..sian...
diz mornin gt a sudden urge to study. wanted to read my econs notes n stuff. bt ended up filin papers n aft tt, stuck in front of e comp..
ok, diz post iz damn messy, so random..
aft wad happened ytd, suddenly came up w diz story..
there's diz gal n diz boy standing a distance away, facing each other.
they have been standin at e same spot for a veh long tym.
one day, the gal reali cnt take it(e silence n e awkward situation) anymre.
so, she took one step forward. thinking tt e boy ll follow suit and take one step forward too.
she wait and wait, bt e boy did nt move at all.
she started findin excuses for herself so that she ll feel better.'mabbe he's jux slow in reactn or he's too far awae to see mi tk tt ferz step..'
so, she took a second step.
again, the boy did not move an inch at all.
diz tym round, e gal finally realises..
'no matter hw mani steps i take, if he does nt step forward at all, it ll take a very long tym fr us to meet each other. even if i finally reach him, izzit oso his wish to meet mi??y am i so naive thinkin tt we bth wan to meet each oda?even if i persevere till the end, izzit stil my wish to meet him?or jux bcoz i'm too stubborn to giv up?'
moral of diz story? if onli one party makes an effort n e oda party does nt bother to make e same amt of effort, no matter how much effort e former puts in iz pointless.
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