that GRR person totally spoilt my mood can.@#$%^&*.我松开手 回忆却没放掉


10:27 PM

doin e gp thgy on deforestation.kinda miss geography.n totally miss history.if i can choose my subjs agn.i ll nt choose 4h2 pcme agn.i ll choose 3h2 pcm n h1 hist.kinda regret.econs can nv replace hist la.even geog iz better den  econs.sighh.i dun mind doin alot full length hist essay den do 1 econs essay outline la .i miss tk alotalot lately oso.esp tt tym see j1 tkgians.reali miss dose tyms.duno whether shd go baq fr campfire ont.i want to go fr nightwalk once agn,experience np agn.bt nt shou w e jnrs.somehow tkg left mi w e most unique kind of experience n precious memories.altho its all gals sch n ppl may tin life dere ll b borin.bt no.itz a brand new experience everydae.i jux love e sch mre n mre as each dae passed.even aft i graduate, i still love tkg.much much mre den mj.everydae go tkg iz jux gayin ard. nobody ll give u weird stares if u n ur fwen hug.u can shout ily damn loud oso wun feel ps.ohwells.i tin i'm too used to gals sch life.


12:45 AM

i tot i ll b damn sad.bt surprisingly i'm nt.tho i feel abit argh bt i'm nt sad n i realised i dun care anymre.bi jing itz so long ago alr.bt e fusion dance songs do make mi tin of u a little.at tt instant.ohwellsohwells.i'm simply missin e tyms nt u in particular i guess.memories r easy to create bt too difficult to erase.


10:42 PM

i tin diz song quite nice.go listen!

sometimes when we touch-olivia ong
You ask me if I love you and I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly then mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you on what you say or do
I'm only just beging to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch the honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all it's stategy leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity some tenderness surves
I'm just another writer still trapped within my truch
A hesitant prize fighter still trapped within my youth
And sometimes when we touch the honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
At times I'd like to break you and drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through and hold you endlessly
At times I understand you and I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you and I've watched love pass you by
At times think we're drifters still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister but then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch the honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides



10:29 PM

i tin e prev post iz lyk damn crap, damn emo oso.lol.bt oh wells.


11:15 PM

typed the following stuff on bus on my fone since nth to do.in case i 4gt wadi was thinking wen i reach hm.wen i read abt it nw, i tin its quite crap.oh wells.


10:41 PM

shdnt b here blogging nw.shd lyk slpin bt den argh.gp thgy.dun wan leave until tmr.dere's a lot mre thgs to do tmr.sighh..read HER blog jux nw.it's a mixed feelin.nt jealous or wad, bt jux weirdd.oh wells.hu  ask mi go read in e ferz place.sighh.
the red and blue roses.=)


2:52 AM

damn sian.i tin dere's somethg wrong w my character.one moment i can b damn damn bushuang w someone bt e oda moment i'll frget all abt e bushuangness.and no matter how hard i try to b pissed, it jux cnt last long.n ppl tin e way i angry funny.oh wells.i shd try to learn how to b angry.lolol. 


11:20 PM

i jux realised how silly i am fr e past few wks.y care so much abt tt??its meaningless n gettin nowhere.i feel damn bad dao-in tt someone.he did nth wrong, he dun deserve to b treated liddat by mi.everytym i saw him n he saw mi n i looked awae, nt even to acknowledge his presence, actuali i feel damn damn bad.e look on his face sumhw makes mi feel hurt.it makes mi feel lyk i'm such a bitch.so bad.wadever e reason i'm dao-in him, he's still my fwen.oh wells.i nt gg care anymre.i gg b myself baq.my pae self baq.i will tryy my best nt to dao him or oda ppl anymre.


12:05 AM