Sunday, June 29, 2008
the stories that happened yesterday
i reali wonder hw ppl can put on a mask for so long.one moment,dey sae itz nt ur fault,itz jux tt dey feel awkward den e nxt moment,dey turn n bitch abt u.
cumin to diz sch,make mi realise dere's alot of ppl hu lyk to fake.dey'll tel u dey din study bt in actual fact,dey mug lyk nobody's business at hm.dey'll tel u u're deir fwen bt dey bitch abt u n distant awae fm u.
i reali miss tk,where everibody iz real.dey share w u,dey truly care abt u n dey're olwaes dere fr u.
went baq tk w bah on fri to get grad cert.tok alot abt sch n stuff on e wae.totally agree w wad she sae.dere's nowhere else lyk tk.
haix.cum to tin abt it nw.i reali regret.y did i tk everithg fr granted in e past??squadmates,fwens,everithg.nobody,nth can replace em.dere's no politics in tk bt in diz sch everibodi iz onli concern abt positns,authority.
x-alon's pop/rod on fri.seein em reminds mi of my squad.olwaes pissed w each oda wen we're cadets bt aft we passed out,we bond n love each oda mre.esp wen we go to jcs.mj kamikaeans olwaes dere fr each oda.b4 mye,damn scared.den bah gav mi a typical tk hug.make mi reali feel at hm.jux lyk e daes baq in tk where dere's hugs everiwhere to assure u tt no matter wad happens,dere's sumone dere fr u.reali miss dose daes...
chattin w phoebe on msn.reali reali miss her.e crappy sec 3 daes.in our own world wen chers r teachin,laffin at our own jokes.hangin out together.sec4 yrs,muggin at macs,airport.tryin to act gay,eatin at our romantic spot in yoshi.tryin to get e corner corner table in jack's place,wonderin where's our candle fr our 'zu guan wan can'.haix.havin pizzahut meal at e delivery outlet,sittin on e floor n laffin at ourselves.reali miss her can.haix.
mj iz ffrustratin.seriously.studies,pw,fwens.n guys..sian.i shall listen to bah,dun tin of guys.dey simply stress mi out.itz worse den exams.hate guessin,hate gettin jealous or disappointed.i shall follow wad i told joanna i'll do. I WILL REVOLVE MY LIFE AROUND STUDIES,FENCIN N MUSIC.yes,i shall do tt.unless sumone prove mi wrong.sumone hu's worth it.haix.sian
kk.duno wad to write liao.joanna muz b proud of mi fr writin so long.lol.ciaoz~
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