2.4 run tmr.argh..can foresee leg cramp.left leg stil archin fm leg cramp ytd.darn.
went out dearest ytd.=D den e first msg i received this mornin fm dearest iz 'new day!from today onwards, you can only think of mi!!' LOL.sure, i wll look at ur ungalm pic n think of you EVERYDAY kaes!!<333



10:43 PM

i will start everything from this moment onwards.everyone around mi kip tellin mi tt since duno wen.n i alwaes brush it off.bt now, i've decided i will start everythg anew. i will get over him.coz it's startin to become a burden to mi.too heavy for mi.i dun haf anymore energy  to cont lykin him.it's so obv alr.i'll stupid if i cont.i will move on.this tym i'm not sayin out of emoness or wad.its for real.so ppl,stop tokin abt him alr.i dun wan to be associated w him in any way anymore.not gonna care n dont wan to noe anythg more abt him alr.jux wan us to be lyk parallel lines, never ever crossin each other's path agn.


3:51 PM

hate it wenever my body lag la.donate blood on fri , sat n todae den feel giddy.crapcrap.it would b quite a miracle if i can survive e 2.4km run tmr wo faintin.sighh.
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There’s no need to rush
It’s like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It’s gonna happen and it’s
Suppose to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time



11:18 PM

no wonder.tt explains alot.


6:53 PM

went for blood donatn todae.cant believe i'm actuali excited abt it.kip hurryin vidu.lol.spent nearly one hr waitin.den wen its my turn tt tym, xcept for e part wen e person inject e painkiller, i was starin at e blood bag n msgin at e same tym.lol.yay.not scared of blood=)vidu, u rock!u din faint!=)went hm n slept for 3 hrs straight.dreamt of damn random stuff.lyk hamster in e toilet-_-"
came online to do e SGC thgy bt den duno wad to write oso.its lyk so self-praisin.sekali e tutors dun approve wad i wrote den so paiseh.
omg ytd common lunch wen we came out of lib aft watchin guitar performance, saw jer walkin into e lib.den am went to tel him I was lookin at him jux nw durin e performance.oh mannn.den am told mi he msged her to ask wads wrong w us.diee.i'm no even lookin at him can.onli wen he turned den i told am jer dere.tsktsktsktsk.


11:21 PM

There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you

veh cute lyrics, change e 'to' to '2', 'for' to '4' den it ll be 1,2,3,4 which iz e song title.lol.
spent hrs to do elearnin or rather copy.siann.amelin damn happy todae coz us n vidu took same bus as kenneth n fwen.den wen dey got down tt tym, he looked at us-_-".wich apparently i din even see.lyk hu cares rite.xcept amelin.haiyo.be true to one can!
gt a shock jux nw wen i did e fb quiz.coz e result iz...oh wells.anw, was readin thru my prev posts, den tin i sounded damn despo.lol.wich i'm not!!i'm not desperate.jux tt i dun wan to 'lose' him.bt den agn, he's not mine in e ferz place so wads dere to tok abt losin.sighh.i laughed i joked ard, bt tts jux to hide my emotions.seein em tgt, i'm nt jealous bt certainly dun feel gd.=( everyone's askin mi to tok to him.it's not as if i dun wan to tok to him bt i duno hw to start n wad to sae...
suddenly rem wad mi n jo were discussin abt long long tym ago abt presents.n we arrived at e same conclusion tt even if u can receive alot alot of presents bt wad really matters iz tt jux 1 present or even jux 1 bdae wish fm e person u like n tts enough.oh wells.tt sounded easy n simple bt its so difficult to attain.sighh..ok, i soundin despo agn.darn.


8:07 PM

i dun lyk school.i dread to go school.i duno y i go school for.=(


11:59 PM

listenin to meteora by linkin park on imeem=)duno y i listenin on imeem wen i haf e cd.lol.bt tts lyk all-time favorite lall nv get tired listenin to deir songs=)
jux rem ytd tt e results of e quiz tt i did on fb.initial of ur crush's name:J.n joshua ang's name starts w J!LOL.in case, u duno hu he iz.he's tts guy hu act in i'm not stupid n now in table of glory.damn shuaiiiiiiiiiii.hahahah.bt den, e quiz inaccurate one.lyk since wen joanna's crush starts w E.lol.
e appreciatn lunch fotos up on fb alr.i look so.....arghh.in some fotos, i look lyk emo kid.sighhh.
tokin to pbmonster nw.i misss herrrr.yes, muz meet up soon!!<3


9:41 PM

Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside


10:41 PM

i duno y i associate u to astroboy.wenever i tin of it, i feel lyk laughin.coz u totally dun look lyk astroboy xcept...amelin shd noe wad n hu i tokin abt.LOL.astroboy quite cute la huh=)


1:46 AM

Lyrics




11:47 PM

went tamp 1 w amelin todae aft sch.itz lyk damn omg la.so mani nice shops.paradiseeee sia.lyk coz it jux open todae, so lyk alot alot offers n stuff.e clothes all damn cheap la.goshh.bt den no cinema dere.anws, my dear amelin actuali wanted to wait at tamp 1 coz she tin e flrball ppl ll go dere aft trng.wan see hu HUHs.LOL.bt in e end, we stil went hm.lyk pls la,if dey nv come den we wait until nxt mornin meh.LOL.


10:52 PM

i admit i'm deceiving myself n puttin on an act.a brave front.bt nevertheless, its e bravest front i ever put up.my recovery rate is way too fast.so fast as if nth happen.probably coz i sort of knew it beforehand alr.oh wells.but on e other hand, i tin its so much better nw.i feel mre zi zai nw.


9:13 PM

oh mann.i feel so lamed.lyk seriously lamed.so lame la my fwen.want to skip mbt?here's how u do it.take MC, tell teacher that u have mental block whenever you hear blocktest.tsktsk.nv tel mi earlier den i can skip mbt.lol.bt he damn fun damn crap to tok w.heheh.


9:40 PM

call mi gullible or stupid.bt i believe wad she sae.even tho i dun reali lyk her.bt she gt no reason to lie to mi rite.i guess i trust wad she sae mre den my intuition.fr e past wk,dere's jux plenty of disappointments.comp, did better den prev ones bt stil din put in my best.felt damn argh wen i lost to tt gal.sighh.mbts.chem is a disappointment.phy i did badly i can accept coz i din study bt chem?i studied chem lyk alotalot bt stil..den e oda thg iz wad she told mi.oh wells.actuali i know it all along.bt i jux choose to continue deceivin myself.fm now onwards, i ll jux tk it if it comes,if it doesnt come den so be it.no pt in forcing anws.


6:53 PM