Wednesday, January 02, 2008
the stories that happened yesterday
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!yayy!!=))feel so unsettled nw.duno coz tmr hafta go sch,sum unfamiliar environment or b'coz of oda thgs.a part of mi feel so empty.e sense of emptiness iz jux nt right.i shudnt b feelin tt.bt den...i cant myself.=((anws,sms alester ytd.n started tokin abt his TYPE n my TYPE.itz a bit weird tokin to sumone so much younger abt dese stuff.n he's e ferz person xcept my close fwens hu i tok abt dese stuff w.mabbe coz i wun b mtin him aft sch reopens,tts y can tok to him abt dese w/o findin paiseh.=)actuali i din tel him e truth.i'll definitely stick to my TYPE.THAT guy,itz nt reali considered LIKE.jux infatuatn bah.infatuatn onli lasts fr a while.tts wad e counsellors had taught us.i onli noe TT GUY for so short a period of tym onli,so i definitely dun like him in tt sense,right.haix=( summre i go see his friendster profile n realise tt he's kinda a flirt.so forget it.i'm over him!!!yesss.i'm definitely over him alr.sch matters nw.i feel so lost can.i regret nt tkin down wad to wear n wad to brin durin e briefin tt tym.nw,i duno hafta brin wad liao=((n diz mornin i jux realise tt,i haven buy my stationaries yet.damnitdamnit.crap.AHH!=((duno tmr orientatn do wad le.n duno in wad OG.=(kae la.duno wad to type liao.ciaoz!=)
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Tuesday, January 01, 2008
the stories that happened yesterday
AHHH!SO SO PISSED TODAE AT WORK OK!!!=(((shud haf go cp work la!grrrr.so pissed w alester.kip matchin mi up w niyi n songqi.ohplease la.i so dun lyk em.dey're so nt my type loh.ok mabbe songqi iz.bt he's younger den mi.so no wae la.tt shirlia oso.kip usin my fone tk pic of em.grrr.she's e one hu kinda lyk songqi la.e whole dae tokin n laffin to him.ROAR.den i tin alester pissed w mi oso.his face lyk so black wen packin stocks la.wich i totally ignore.hu ask him piss mi off ferz.GRRRRR.ROAR.nw i'm abit regret le.bt i'm so nt gg to apologise ferz.=/anw todae laz dae of work,wun b seein em anemre.sae ao much oso no use ma.dey went tpy get pay todae.i lazy go so gonna mt yx probably on sat to go collect pay.lyk quite little le.bt as long as can buy my w910i can liao.sign line n everithg 200+ shd b enuff ba=))my bro bought mi new yr prezzie todae!!zara jacket n shirt!!=))bt i wan a sch bag le.no tym go buy.sheeshsheesh.AHHH.sch reopenin e dae aft tmr.s***.i dun wan go le.hafta wake up so early.den aft 3 daes orientatn,hafta study.damnit.pray tt i cnt get in pcme,if nt i die,seriously.organic chem!!oh no.y did i even put it as my ferz choice???!!!ahh.so pissed.bt den 2nd choice iz h2 phy,hist,ma n h1 cse.duno hw cse iz lyk.so worried la.den hist,I LUV HISTORY!! bt den hist exam papers r lyk 3hrs each le.el 1hr+ paper i alr slp halfwae liao la.i cnt imagine hw it'll b lyk fr a 3hr paper.=((ok,i tk baq my words.cnt blame alester.anw,he's onli sec2.he may b mature while workin bt wad to xpect fm a sec 2 rite.at least he mre mature den mani odas sec2s tt i noe.i'm stil glad tt i noe him.w/o his 'entertainment',workin ll b so borin.lkin at e wae he treats gals,he gt e potential to b a gd bf.HAHAHA.KK.duno wad to type liao.ciaoz.=)
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